not always what they seem.

May 17th, 2008 by jenk-luvgal

Friendly, smart, and beautiful, Everyone adores this girl.
Seemingly content, her head’s in a [ whirL ]
Inside she’s unhappy, and doesn’t know why,
She lays in her bed at night and cries.
She doesn’t know what causes the tears;
How could this princess have insecurities or fears?
She has it all: A pretty smile, many friends,
A great guy, the newest trends,
Her family has money, she gets good grades,
Has her own car, and her makeup never fades.
Always looking happy, every single day,
But inside she’s feeling a different way.
This wonder girl, she’s everyone’s dream,
But things are not always what they seem.

it Hurts :(

May 17th, 2008 by jenk-luvgal

I’m not saying I have nothing. I’m not saying I’m gone completely. It’s
just sometimes it’s all a bit too much to handle, sometimes I feel like it’s
too much. I’m not going to do anything stupid because I know it will get
better, it has to right? Otherwise there wouldn’t be anyone who would live
past their teenage years. But for now, just for now, it hurts.

Fallen AngeLs

September 26th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal
Pain…so much pain.
my wings burn as i live in vain
the cold tears that fall from my eyes,
land on flowers that cause them to die.

so much hate for myself that resides within,
so sad this nightmare well never end.
so many scars on my wrist and heart,
my soul pulling itself apart.

her name still carved in love on my chest,
all the feelings inside, i live in unrest.
i was an angel, making her laugh,
but noone was there for me, my own heart i stabbed.

i am no angel, i’ve fallen with broken wings,
i didnt realize all the pain heartbreak brings.
now i dont care if i live or die,
i have no more strength to even try.

the hate within speaks to me,
"nobody wants you, can’t you see?
just hang yourself, stop living in vain
give in to hurt, give in to pain"

i stare with black eyes,
nomore will of life in them i cry.
i fall and stare up in the sky,
i shout and scream as i die.

what kind of god allows his people to hurt?
just then my heart bursts.
i fall with my broken burning wings,
and an angel sadly she sings…..

"goodbye, and im sorry for all the pain,
but its what you get when you live in vain.
you are a fallen angel from your own scars,
now you go, deep down, and so so far."

"farewell and take your punishment,
feel no repent,
to hell your soul is sent."
so thus the story ends, hell is where my soul went…..

you and me are meant to be..

September 26th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

but never forget the day
one day it will be ok
sitting by the fire with bryce
making a large pan of delicious rice
bathing in the beauty of night
till he is all in your sight
you look a way
tear of joy running down your eye
feel your face lifted
and the tear is brushed on bye
face full of smile
and heart full of glee
i know that you can see
you and me are meant to be

life goes on

September 26th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

Days come

Nights go

Nothing but another life comes and goes

You are my fire my one desire

I may never get another chance

Would you like to dance?

Dance with me in that sky so blue

I never wanted too part from you

How could one person change my life

And take the life I hardly had

If I knew my life would be so short

I would have made it more

If I knew our love would end so short

I would have done more and showed you my heart

Days come

Nights go

Nothing but another life comes and goes

You where my fire my one desire

But was I ever yours I guess I’ll never know

Normal girls

September 26th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

She is just a normal girl
She wants to be like any girl in this world
She has a heart like steel
but yet she still lets everythig get to her one way or the other
All she ask is to be overloved,overmissed when she is gone,overdreamed of,over needed,over wanted,over cared bout..She would give anything to be all those things…Love can be so cold at times…

True love

September 26th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

Gentel hands run ‘cross my face,
his skin touching mine,
his face in my hair,
the passion in his kisses
takes my breath away.
I run my hands threw his long, blond hair,
I kiss his neck,
our legs are intertwind,
we make a lover’’s knot.
We lay in silance,
quietly drinking each other,
scielently speaking,
gently caressing,
gently touching,
absolutly beautful.
Raising his body slightly,
looking in my eyes,
he leans over, his kiss tells all.
The sweet passion overpowers me,
I give myself to his tender touch,
the smoothness of his skin,
the gentleness of his touch,
I melt into him.

LOVE.!!!

September 26th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

Empty hearted I walk away with nothing left but the heartache and the tears on my face!!

Someone with a broken heart has lost the love of their life! Cry’s until there’s nothing left! And sometimes a broken heart can’t ever be fixed!

You tore my heart out and left it on the ground! You act like you love me, but really I love you! You’re a friend but I can’t trust you so who can I trust??

Without the love of out parents, sisters, brothers, spouses, lovers, and friends we cannot live. Without love we die! Still, for many people this love comes in a very broken and limited way. It can be tainted by power plays, jealousy, resentment, and even abuse. No human love is perfect love out hearts desire, and sometimes human love is imperfect that we can hardly recognize it as LOVE!!

when you said you loved me

May 4th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

I haven’t seen you in a while
I haven’t seen your smile
The one who lured me with his charms
is not with me, but in another’s arms
Now what am I supposed to do?

I can’t think about the good times
when you spoke the lover’s lines
I can’t think at all tonight,
I just wonder why?

Why do you love her and not me?
I love you, don’t you see?
These thoughts cloud my mind
Did our love make me blind?

I just lie here because I can’t sleep
Thinking of promises you couldn’t keep
What did I do that changed your heart?
What was it that brought us apart?

I think of the words you whispered
The ones that no one else had heard
Nnow those words are whispered to her
Words that in my heart i held so dear

You knew I loved you
I thought you loved me too
But when I see you with her,
it makes me remember
how things used to be
When you said you loved me.

you are my dream come true.

May 4th, 2007 by jenk-luvgal

areAlways in my heart you make me feel more loved than I’ve ever felt and happier than I’ve ever dreamed. The love and understanding you have is something I have searched for my entire life. Always in my happiest and saddest moments, you are my best friend and confidante. I come to you for everything, and you listen to me without judgment. Always, deep within my soul, I know we have a love like no other. What we share is something others only hope for and dream of, but few ever experience. Our love is magical beyond belief. Always, without hesitation, you give of yourself completely. You have reached the very depths of my soul, bringing out emotions I never knew I had and unveiling an ability to love I never thought possible. Always and forever you will be my dream come true, the one I have waited for all these years. From now until the end of time, I will love only you. We will be together always.